Please shut up.

I'm thinking
I'm thinking
I'm thinking.
All I ever do is think. I think about the sky because how can something so beautiful be put on this hell?
I think about trees and rivers and oceans because that's where I go to find peter pan. I think about why girls only think about boys, and I think about why boys only think about certain girls. And I think about school because it's a constant pressure to pretend i'm a robot.
I think about cats. why? I don't know but I do. And I think about dogs because the movies tell me they chase cats but i've never seen that. I think about Las Vegas, and how there can be so many hookers and saints in one city.
I can't stop thinking. I can't shut this machine down because i've lost the shut down button, and i'll never find it. and that scares me. Because If I can't stop thinking how can I observe? How can I live in the present if i'm lost in my past?
All I ask for is silence. Silence from my mind to listen to the world. Because there is so much around me that I have yet to listen to. So much I need to learn from my body and soul instead of being taught by a train moving backwards.
So show me the shut down button, so I can live up and live free.